Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Today was a :O day.
I packed my bag yesterday. MIMIHUHU. Dunno why I didn't think that I forgot to put in my swimming costume and my usual long sleeve CP shirt. Probably 'cos I put in my goggles and towels and stuff already... so I just put extra change for running in the morning and I went to bed -_____-
The next morning, Tiramisu was... MESSY! I think all failed XD Well I guess the mixing methods/speed and everything affected it... but hopefully the taste will turn out just as nice. Though it was definitely more successful at home haha.
Well, it was then some exchange student talk thingy, and I really want to go for exchange programme!!! :D
Next up was lunch, ate mini-pot noodles. Nice lah :D But won't eat it too often. $3!
Then, it was time for IR. I went to the classroom(307) and saw some funny Japanese on the whiteboard and I was bored. So I went to write a lot of crap too XD And some yr3s came into the classroom and Raghav's gang told them to get out 'cos they got lessons there. And they said I was the teacher LOL. Ms Chen XD 'cos I was writing on the board.
Anyway, Ms Tan couldn't find disc 2 of Monrak something(can't rmb the title) so we watched Sepet today. Me, Xuanhao, Jensen, Jong, Emman & Jehon watched it before liao!!! But I decided to watch it again. Quite interesting mah. :P And the new guys(Stanley Raghav Michael Stuart and one unknown yr2 guy) were so funny. Stupid Geneyan and his gang were making stupid remarks. Stupid. Can't stand them.
Anyway so I stayed on to watch Sepet while some of those that had watched before went to eat lunch('cos they jianfei-ed during lunch period). They came back and Xuanhao was writing his story("his" story). Then, it came to the part where Orked was crying when she was reading Seow Loong's letter. And then I found it weird, couldn't understand why she could cry over such kinda-meaningless words. Raghav Stanley and Stuart were pretending to cry. They were pretending to wipe their tears and stuff. SO FUNNY. I was laughing lah. Then, Ms Tan and Xuanhao asked me why I was laughing, and I said that I can't understand why she's crying. Then Xuanhao enlightened me, saying,"She missed him what..." OO didn't know that Xuanhao would know the answer lor. But yeah I guess so... Must have been a spate of very very intense emotions bah. Cool?
Anyway when I was about to get something from my bag, I meng3 ran2(very very suddenly) thought of my long-sleeved shirt. Oops I think I don't remember putting it in the bag! NO SWIMSUIT EITHER. I panicked. Told Jensen. He couldn't do anything also! Xuanhao offered to lend me his shirt(in place of my long-sleeved one I always wear), the big Christmas Island one. BUT NO SWIMMING SUIT.
Asked Zhuoyi, she couldn't lend me, and Xinran's one was spoilt, Chenfei doesn't have one, the rest not in! I WAS SO LATE. Reiko lent me her phone to call so many pple but all don't have! So we went to the library to see if there were people there and THANKFULLY, Cancy had one and she lent it to me! She was so considerate to bring me some goggles too! PHEW.
So I set off to Canoe Polo.
Yeah!!! Went there and perspired a lot on the way lor. Hengfoo and someone(we don't know who he is) was sitting there. I asked Yunzhi to ask Xuanhao to lend me his Christmas Island shirt and Xuanhao came back to the stairs to pass me his shirt. THANKFULLY. Got friends to help me lor. So I went in to change, and had this self-fulfilling prophecy that I could fit into Cancy's swimsuit('cos she's much smaller sized than me) and I COULD. HAHA. Actually I think it's because my swimsuit is not as elastic! I like her swimsuit! NICE. :D And I like Xuanhao's large shirt also! Comfortable!(more comfortable than our 2006 Christmas Island one... their fabric is much nicer...)
So went for canoe polo... all the boats left got missing footrests... so sian. Asked Darren if he could let me use his boat. (: I think they are all damn nice, always rang4 wo3.
Btw Weechye I'm sorry for always disappointing you every week. It's just that sometimes I am scared that I can't do stuff so I ask for help. The truth is that I have tried already, and I failed miserably and nearly hurt myself. That's why I'm scared, and I ask for help. But I promise that with help, maybe I can slowly learn how to do whatever you wish I should be able to do. (i.e. carry the damn stupid sickening heavy boat)
Anyway it was quite nice. Weehong's training was quite interesting. But sprinting is damn tiring. Want to die le lol. Next we did something about leaning to the side. I really want to learn how to do my rolls asap. Then I can just lean without having any qualms...
Next, we did some bumper car thing :D And some bracing thing. And then tackling. There was once me and Weehong same team against the other 3 girls and Weehong said "shoot". Means to pass to the other guy. Then I went to shoot the goal post LOL. They were laughing -_- But I really thought he meant shoot lor. I thought it's like pass, then he say shoot so I shoot lor. Sorry, I take things TOO literally HAHA.
Then we learnt how to shield ball. Go for boat and not the ball! Or you will get TRICKED.
Okay. Next up was games. I duno how I fared. Xuanhao said that he saw me everywhere. As in like, wherever he was, he could see me. Meaning, I was everywhere(good or bad implications? Means I fast in my boat, good at manouvering boat and getting to wherever I want, or that I everywhere, no aim, duno how to support teammates?). And he also said that I never tried to shoot. I'm always at the goal area gaping at my teammates shoot. What to do? I no confidence in shooting. My balls too slow and gets blocked too easily. Fine... I'll try very hard okay?
Anyway Weechye is damn strong. And rough. So is Tankuan. They keep pushing me around -_- Weehong says that Chyechye, Hao & Tankuan are the best players so far. So good right. I wanna be "best player" also :( but my arms like, can't get supply of oxygen fast enough? =/ So fast no strength, no stamina leh. :(
I'LL WORK ON IT!!! Make you proud (:
Okay... we went to buy stuff, Xuanhao wanted to drink my blueberry tea but i left it in Cheers. LOL. Had to go back to take it. Good thing he wanted to drink or I don't think he would have waited for me lor. -.- Okay lah just joking anyway, bus trip was okay. But stupid 165 took so long to come that when I reached home it was almost 8pm. Missed shouzu!!! :(
Nvm... now is hw time. There you go! Daily updates(I hope)! Of my kinda-interesting life.
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
9:03 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Yesterday and today, went with xuanhao to bishan park & jensen's garden respectively to collect plant specimens. Not bad progress.
We met online trying to discuss and identify the many mysterious plant species we got from the park yesterday. Tore all our hair out. Stupid. Took me so long for everything to be ready yesterday that I had to sleep at 1.30 rushing my HCL compre. -______-
homework is really piling up. i was so tired i decided to pon japanese today. sad right. something's gotta give. i am not superwoman i guess. unless i can learn to manage my time properly and sleep before 11pm everynight, then i'll have the mentality that i am not tired and i can stay awake and have energy for the whole day + japanese. weird isn't it, sleeping so late, but eating so much during break(forgot to eat lunch though!) why wouldn't i have the energy leh?
raining today, couldn't go run. RAINY DAYS PLS GO AWAY~~~ or my muscles will convert back to fats le. (!!!)
YAY canoe polo tmr!!! wednesday's my favourite day of the week man.
i really really look forward to chinese new year. finally some slack time... can sleep more(but i won't sleep on chu xi ye because i shall shou sui the whole night). i am becoming a panda le. ugly eyes!!! :( but anyway i like chinese new year 'cos there will be mahjong and the long awaited CNY hot pot! with taiwanese huo guo liao. (: it will be just my family this year i guess. :( but if you guys wanna spring in for a surprise visit we'll welcome you anytime!
cos da nian chu yi is a special day for me lor... chu yi and chu si. (: Gregorian & Lunar respectively ;)
my birthday wishlist!
- a surprise from friends. lovely lovely surprise
- nike+ sports kit($54)
- more sports apparels; shoes, shirts(reebok!) & shorts!!! (i have a big butt ok)
- more clip-on earrings
- more sleep hahahahaha
- sincere, long letters from friends!
- there is something really impt but i forgot :(
- photos for memories.
btw i will be editing my profile bit of my blog. i am removing all links and stuff that have cobwebs on them so just tag if you want me to link u. i might be lazy to :P but i'll do it one day (:
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
8:55 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
:D
I want a new blogskin!!! Something to do with cartoon canoe polo. That is, canoe polo but NOT those real pictures(because they are too professional for my personality HAHA). Hard to understand yeah? Anyway, I've been drawing cute canoe polo comics on my foolscap paper pad. So funny lah.
Anyway, shall talk about Wednesday canoe polo.
FUN. Compared to last Wednesday, this Wednesday was somehow, more productive(for TINGAN's personal canoe polo progress). Maybe because last Wednesday, dunno why I was so tired! And I guess also because Lianhan(? soccer ?), Randy(being a responsible scout), Geno(hurt his ankle!), Jehon(Friday guy) weren't here, and this Wednesday's game was much slower-paced.
Today, training for some of us was mostly doing rolls(instead of their ball passing/sprinting drills). The people were namely me, Tionghian and Jong. Hubert mastered the paddle roll in one lesson last Wednesday haha lol.
The coach supervising us in the rolls was HENGFOO :) It makes me feel better that he can just easily turn me around if I don't succeed in doing my paddle roll. He also told me that I'm getting it slowly 'cos he didn't need to use as much force to turn me around unlike last week.
Jong and Tiong were progressing quite well. Jong was like telling Hengfoo "Hengfoo you must stand nearer to turn me around if I fail." Then Jong thought Hengfoo was there, and he just did his paddle roll. When he recovered again, Hengfoo was like half a meter away from his boat, and waving "I'm here!" HAHA so cute!
Anyway so I did like 135973954235823045701 rolls today. Don't think I really succeeded. Like, Hengfoo must always be near me. He says sometimes he just taps a bit and I did it but I wish I can improve till Hengfoo's on his boat and I can still do it. 'Cos whenever I do it with Hengfoo in his boat I always can't do it. I guess it's got something to do with mentality. I need to work with my comfort in the waters! I guess that really helps a lot. Saw Hengfoo do his handrolls in demonstrations. He makes it look so easy :O
When yunhui did her paddle rolls, she made it look so easy too. Like one whole smooth action :O
While Hengfoo was telling me about things I should be careful about while doing my rolls, I was determined to make a list of "canoe polo notes" HAHA. So I can study them. :O =/
Will make it soon.
Anyway, game was not bad today! Got the ball quite a few times. Passing range still limited. Tiong is pro! Anyway, I think there are 3 distinct incidents I wanna talk about during the game(probably forgot them).
#1: Weechye handtackling me. (insert word here)! He knows I cannot do roll =/ Then I was pissed off so I shouted at him "You are NOT supposed to handtackle me!" and he was like "why?" But I passed the ball before he could handtackle me(unsuccessfully). I was like nearing the pool wall! And I couldn't see any of my team members because the other team was all pushing me out([insert word here]s!) so I did this blind pass to the back and it ended up with one of the Yuns HAHA. DA JIE OR XIAO JIE :D And Weehong said it was a good pass!(even though I distinctively remember hengfoo telling one of the guys that "never pass this way") Weehong also said that I was good to be able to resist Weechye's handtackling! Boo to weechye hateeeeeeeeee you. (jjk)
#2: Fight with Xuanhao for ball. The ball was like SO NEAR to me but I used the paddle to get it. NOT efficient enough! Then Xuanhao used his paddle too to get the ball and then we were scrambling for it. And he got it! And then I think he went on to shoot but missed. Then I was like "idiot!" and he was like "what?" sorry lah xuanhao i was JJK. (: I think there was once Xuanhao missed the ball too and tried to use his paddle but I got it :P Another instance was when Xuanhao and I were scrambling for the ball again. My teammates were shouting to me to get it! But the other team got it in the end :( And I was pissed off! Xuanhao saw my facial expression and thought he hurt me! Haha and he was like "are you okay??" lol!
#3: Xuanhao attempting to score. 'Cos he got the ball. I tried to turn his direction away from the goal by pushing his boat. But his body so flex twist his waist and scored! Ended up with keeper's charge. Not by me I think. I think it was the other team's other player.
Anyway I think Tiong is a nice person because he always waits for me. Weechye and Xuanhao are always damn fast when walking there. And I think it's a bit irritating. I was complaining to Xuanhao the previous Wednesday that he's walking too fast. Weechye heard and he told us "Let me set the pace." And he walked past Xuanhao and walked damn fast away. Stupid!! Good thing Tiong was here this week. Asked him to wait for me and he would. Unlike those other ___ guys.
Tiong also waited for me when I asked him to, while I was applying sunblock. He so funny said tt I wear until "like that"(long sleeve) sure won't get tanned. He helped me carry a boat also! He is also Faraday Yr4 lvl rep together with me. I think he's a really nice guy!
I need to learn how to carry a boat myself le =/ dunno what's my problem.
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Thursday, we went to set up the HOD office for filming. After that, we went home and it was drizzling. Jensen was in a rush to go home so he was walking very very fast. Xuanhao and I used xuanhao's umbrella to walk. Jensen was far ahead. And then Xuanhao was walking too damn fast(as usual) that I had to huff and puff to catch up. Don't know why he doesn't notice I'm trying too hard to keep up. And I asked him "Are you walking fast?" And he said "not yet". LoL! And then he said "You know Taiwanese walk very fast? That time I went to Taiwan the people there walk so damn fast." Yeah... Well I've been Singaporean for 10+ years le... no more walking-fast ability T.T And he was still walking damn fast. So I put my hand on his shoulder, use him as a walking stick! Then I could keep up quite easily. Not so huffy and puffy. lol.
Well, the reason why I don't like to keep up with people who walk fast(and they wouldn't wait for me if I'm slow) is because everytime I walk fast there's always this phobia about spraining my knee(dislocating/fracturing the kneecap to be exact) again. Yeah my knee's like, strong now! But, there are still incidents of the bone inside moving a little, having a dangerous connotation! That's why I still have that fear! But coach(badminton) says, after operation, the knee will be harder, stronger! I wish my knee will continue to get stronger, strong enough for this phobia to disappear bah. If I injure myself again, don't think I wanna live anymore T.T
I think I'm growing taller :D
I was so NOT on form on Friday for badminton! NEED TO BUCK UP! And now, TIME FOR WORK! Hehe.
To reiterate once again, the reason for my blogging is for me to record down the happenings of my days so that it makes it easier for me to reminisce the old times with all the details laid in front of my eyes. What I want to share with readers are only those reflective entries k. So please don't judge me according to these life recounts yeah.
This is one of my most close-to-heart movies. I really like the story 'cos it's so sad.
http://www.allaboutlovethemovie.com/en/index_en.htmlGo to "videos" and watch the trailer! And if you really wanna know the ending...
Here it is:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=NkgcUC0qfFEIt's a sad movie. But it's so beautiful. Of course I wouldn't want my love to be like, life and death, but this is beautiful. Just watch it.
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
2:57 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Sigh. Yesterday while I was having DELICIOUS dinner at a restaurant(SHARKS' FIN; SCALLOPS etc!!), I had so much inspiration to blog, but there was no computer near me :O So now I've lost all the inspiration... :( But I'll try to get back the feeling lah.
I'll type in Chinese. Maybe it'll feel more real. :O I don't know how to explain, but sometimes reflections come to me in Chinese, not in English.
这年下来,我在很多方面都很努力。当然,这年才过了19天而已!或许从去年我就已经开始努力了,只是新的一年,就有新的冲刺,推动我更向前一步。我觉得这几年来,经历过的事情,都让我长大了。我真得很了解,要成功,一定要付出努力和一些代价。
今年我真的是忙得不可开交。我修读微经济、日语、星期六还要回学校修读奥林匹亚数学。其实,如果没有父母亲的指导,我根本就不会自动去选修这些课程。我本来想要不学日语和奥林匹亚数学,但是日语只剩下一年,熬过去,就可以轻松了吧。至于奥林匹亚数学,我是被选去上那个课程的,妈妈要我多学一点东西,所以我就去了。(我待会儿就要出发了)其实,去年我也被选上,但是因为懒惰,很多功课都没有做,有时候还没去上课;所以我原本是不想去的。但是我最终还是选择去了,可能因为我知道其实我有这个能力,只要一直认真、坚持,必定能成功。所以各位朋友们,请你们一定要为我加油哦。
至于经济学,也是父母亲要我修的。以前小六的时候读社会学时,真得很恐惧,因为什么事情都好难懂。不过,经济学的第一堂课,我觉得还蛮有趣的。只要一直维持我对这一科的兴趣,我觉得我一定会很喜欢上课的。
但是无论怎么样,我终究还是很讨厌很讨厌考试!!!!!相信我不是唯一一个吧。讨厌考试也是我为什么不想修那么多课程的主要原因。当然,另一个原因就是因为我真的不想每天都那么累。我很想有很多时间去陪陪我的朋友们,跟他们谈天说地。因为不同班,真得很想听听他们的生活趣事。(不同班也不同楼)
以前,我因为我的班在四楼而一直很难过。这可能是因为我没有办法天天都看到朋友们,而且如果我上去五楼的话,我害怕别人会用异样的眼光看我,因为我好像不怎么属于那里了。以前在202班的时候,是多么的快乐。虽然那个时候的回忆好像已经离我很远了,但是也是时候要“认命”了。我放开关引号是因为这不该是一件痛苦的事。
一年已经过去了。我们现在是408。对于这个8字,我已经没什么反应了。以前倒会觉得8这个数字很别扭,而且又是最后一班,肯定会被冷落;再加上我们在第四楼,真的是与世隔绝。我想,我一定成熟了许多,因为现在我不再为这些小细节而斤斤计较、发小姐脾气。
真的,生命是用来享受的,而不是用来“悼念”过去的回忆。我很开心自己已经完全相通了。只要学得会放开,一切都可以很轻松、很顺利地过。我真得很开心有那么多知心好友陪伴在我身边;因为不同班,我们不能常常见面,但是尽管如此,我们的友谊还那么的坚固,表示着这段友谊是很珍贵很珍贵的。谢谢你们!
我学到了凡事好坏都取决于自己的态度。今年,我学习用乐观的态度面对一切,而且不会去想太多无味的事。我发觉天天都蛮顺利的,而且也蛮开心满足的。我也开始对自己有信心,而有了自信,就不用从别人身上去寻找信仰。别人给我脸色看,我也用不着难过(-_-)。这是这年下来我学到的最宝贵的东西。我会去好好爱惜我自己。
我有很多目标。我一定要下点苦功去实现它们。放心,今年的我会越来越强的。一定会让你们骄傲。也很开心,我能够帮助到身边的人。
就算活动再多、生活再忙,我都会留一部分时间给你。
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
10:15 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
finally! all pics uploaded! hehe

M-ray's first match against NUS. They played well.

their defence formation.

NUS.

randy rushing to keep. lianhan preparing to go chase for the ball.

randy closeup.

lianhan closeup.

halftime (:

someone from NUS cap-ed. dunno if we handtackled them or what.

you know, that NUS guy facing the cam really looks like xuanhao -.- but he's not in the waters. no ball here. we are rushing towards the goalpost. so i guess we are rushing back to defend.

ATTACK!
yay! end of canoe polo 3v3 posts! pictures explain all (: now i shall just update the rest(if i remember to XD)
adios for now!
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
9:35 PM

in position, ready to defend. i think this should be after our girls' first goal.

KEEPING WITH PADDLES.

our girls' attempt to score.

defence.

blurr pic!
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
9:16 PM
yay.

rushing to defend.

yunzhi taking a corner.

jellystars! can't tell who's the guy facing the cam lol!

defence!

star player tan je hon attempting a goal.
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
8:56 PM
God i can't believe blogger's picture upload system(or my screwy internet). tried so so many times and it failed to upload. STUPID. LOSER.

no opponents in the picture? dunno. maybe it went out and now it's our turn to try scoring. the opponents all went to the other side.
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
8:23 PM
sigh! blogger's screwed. so many times i tried to upload pics 5 at a time, but kept failing... so this is one by one. i have 32 pictures! so batch by batch bah. maybe i'll forget HA :D anyway, due to the orientation of this blog, the latest post = earlier photos. for your viewing convenience :) HATE the spaces created by picture uploads though.
THREE V THREE.

Girls in orange! ball in yingzhen's possession.

rushing back to defend.

trying to get the ball to yingzhen, who's in the best position to shoot.

PUSH!!

i guess that was after a struggle and good try to keep the ball from getting into the net.
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
7:18 PM
hey! well... so many things have happened since yearstart... before i go all textual and detailed about the past events that i've promised to blog about(put them in my PM as reminders; + the IR filming days ETC[which i've more or less forgotten but can recall the memorable parts...]), here's some pictures.
Taken from the 3 v 3 canoe polo competition at NTU yesterday: 4th January(Shawn's birthday) at about 5.30pm to next morning(but I only took photos until the evening time. You can see the change in colour of the sky haha)
So here goes!(my internet's screwed up... so here's the LAST 5 pics of the day)

evening time. M-ray(yellow lifevests) against the vampire canoe polo-ists. very exciting match! our boys played very well, and the opponents were the ones getting cap-ed all the time. Though we lost this match, the boys played well considering the boat differences.

Jellystar's turn to fight. Great teamwork & coordination. Jehon scored a loooong shot.

Jellystar in action(blue). geno, jehon and 3rd player can't see clearly. xuanhao i think.

geno keeping/defending.

ball's in geno's possession! trying to score.
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
2:23 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!2008!:O scary the way time passes so fast lah! and i thought it was just Synchronos Night yesterday! oh God!
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
12:29 AM