Hope I enjoy myself. You guys too. Love ya lots. Love ya love ya love ya!
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
4:23 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Today's BBQ was a success!
Like real.
We couldn't cook anything because we couldn't start fires and our fires all died off in the end. In the end, we had to burn papers! HAHA. But the fire did work... and we began to cook all our chicken wings and otah :D
Well, THEY began to cook all their chicken wings and otah.
*insert swear word here* I really dun wanna post rants here and wallow in self-pity man. *insert swear word here* I'm the hostess man. Fine that didn't help myself one bit because a hostess is supposed to be magnanimous and provide the best for guests. Well
I wasn't the one who started the idea was I HUH? And then they come and eat and make a mess and leave it there and then I gotta clear it, and then walk past me nonchalantly giving stupid geeky smiles *insert swear word here* LAH. Who was the one who promised to clear up huh? And who was the one who wanted to go home early HUH?! *insert swear word here* hosting this whole thing is already damn taxing for me and you want to pppgjz(figure this out yourself).
I'm just looking for reasons to be angry at you about. I know you'll definitely complain. I know you won't know how much I've done for this whole thing. I know you'll think I'm a petty *female dog*. And that's what you think, isn't it? HUH?!
I HATE that way you say "bye", I HATE that smile. I HATE it when it comes in the wrong time. And I HATE it when you don't smile that way when you can lighten up moods. And I HATE myself for always targetting you when I'm trying to find people to blame. And I do hate myself for that.
I HATE you people blaming my mom and thinking she's fierce and talking so rudely to her when she's the one doing all our chicken seasonings and squid seasonings.
I HATE those whining to go home, pppgjz.
Well, ENJOY yourselves baybeh.
OKAY. I'm SORRY that nothing went right today. And GOOD THING you guys had a BIT of food later on even though it wasn't of the best quality.
So there.
(And I hate myself for always wallowing in self-pity) But then what's the point? 'Cos nobody cares. (: <-- smile of pathetic-ness.
(And no one says sorry)
I HATE YOU ALL.BYE.
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
10:10 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
Heehee back to blog again. I think blogger changed the orange icon to some dog-like thing lol.
Anyway, whatever.
So busy...
Wed- bio exam
Thurs- Speech Transcript+bio lecture
Fri- Bio lecture
Sat- SMS prize presentation ushering
Sun- Ballet
Mon- Cheers Badminton Doubles Competition
Tues- Class camp + Maths class I think
Wed- Class camp
Thurs- OFF TO CHRISTMAS ISLAND!
Thurs- Back in Singapore
Fri- West Zone Maths Competition
And some date near here: Trigo exam
Looks really really long to me, but I know everything will be over soon enough.
Blehhhhhhhhhhh nearly sprained my knee again while doing placing at the end of Port de Bras. OmG... placing only LEH! =/
-God must have something to tell me. How to reflect about it when you're not supposed to speculate His decisions??? HUH????????????????????????????? x(
So darn confused.
Maybe I should change my blogskin! x) I bet people would be looking forward to it... but I duno what to change to leh... =/
:D Have a nice day everyone for I shall not spoil it with my rants, reflections
You know, I'm starting to hate some people. Starting to be scared of some too. Not able to tolerate like last time. Now, I don't even speak to those people. I ignore and give a very sour expression. I'm unable to keep a straight face and keep quiet like last time lah. Very bad lah me. Becoming a very very bad person. I'm just afraid and worried that one day I'd scheme and plot on people and harm them even. So, now I must control myself. I am, 'cos I'm forcing myself to be nice. Hope it will work.
Maggy: Borrow the book from Hari! Bwahaha. :D But maybe we should both go and buy it sometime... it's really useful... UNLESS the bio department decides to revamp our modules -_-
Gonna go off to write Cheeguan his long overdue testimonial! WHICH I have already written but for some reason it disappeared so I gotta rewrite... =////////
Tingan rode the Shrimp Boat.
2:21 PM
